Day ?? - Who Phucking cares anymore, I suck

Today: -205.80 + $10.00 Bonus = -$195.80
To go: $474.81
Bankroll: $2025.19
6-max: 749 hands *** 2.40 hours *** 18.70/12.82

Down 4 buy-ins tonite. It was unreal the beats I was taking. Flopping top sets, getting runner-runnered.

Here are some joyful hands where I suck or got bad beated. I don't know the difference anymore. I am gonna start folding whenever I get raised I think like a pussy:

8-9s: http://www.pokerhand.org/?937862 . Nice call out of position with 10-7 off. Calls my re-raise on flop too and hits phucking turn. The mini raise appears. Phucking donk pattern.

10-10: http://www.pokerhand.org/?937870 . Nice 4 outer idiot. WTF do these donks think? Geez.

QQ: http://www.pokerhand.org/?937872 . This was my phucking favorite. Donk is getting reraised before the flop. An over hits and he puts it all in when I have top set. Nope not good enough.

I really hate poker right now.